Chapter 3

* Yasmeen's POV* 

Living with this secret is eating me away. If they knew, if anyone knew, they would never look at me the same way. To tell a secret is like opening a door of answers for questions you've never even asked yourself, or maybe you have, but I'm pretty sure in my case, you haven't. I'm always feeling the need to tell someone, but no one, and I mean no one can be trusted these days, not even them. I always wonder, if I could go back in time and undo whatever mistakes I made that lead to this, would my situation be better or worse? On another note, for years I'd been suffering from insomnia. Countless days I've stayed up all night, partly from guilt, and partly from adrenaline. If only the people that got hurt in the process would forgive me one day, that's my only wish.

*Farah's POV* 

September the 13th marks the day the person I trusted the most betrayed me in a way I never thought could. Wondering who I'm talking about? Well it was Dana. 
More questions in your head? Well Dana used to be one of our best friends. It always used to be Yasmeen, Lulu, Sarah and I. We would go out whenever we could and have a sleepover on Friday every month. It was a tradition of ours. Some would mistake us for sisters from how alike we were and how we bonded; that's how close we were, we had a special connection. Ever since she betrayed us, nothing's been the same. We'd all been emotionally scarred by her. We all trusted each other with our hearts, we told each other the things you would never tell anyone else so that of course had an impact on our friendship. We did eventually get over it and her but it had some side effects we keep to our selves. We are aware of them, but we never talk about it. That's what she did to us. 

*Sarah's POV*

I'm finally looking forward to school now. I got up quickly and got ready because I wanted to see my new friends since I actually have some now. My day always consists of small routines. The first one starting obviously after I wake up. First I go brush my teeth, and then get ready for school. I may be a morning person but most of the time in school days, i'm too tired to get up. Its an annoying feeling that I have to go and study for hours nonstop.  

Throughout it all I like to listen to songs. I started to listen to all the songs on my iPod while I was brushing my teeth, and yes, I'm a morning person.  I guess you're wondering how can i listen to music at that time of the day? I just like to listen music at all times. Music is sensational, it's the key to the door of your emotions and it can almost always bear upon them and make your day brighter.

" Those who are dead are not dead, they're just living in my head. And since I fell for that spell, Im living there as well." 



                                                                          


I'm keen on the little things in life. Staring outside a car while it drives past people, shops, places gets me thinking, and I almost always listen to songs at the same time, and almost every time I play my favourite song.

Ahhh, my favourite part.

"My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone."

*Lulu's P.O.V.*
Another day. Another life. Another death....

I don't know why I'm talking about death, but I am.

Anyway, where was I?

Another month. Another.. another.. another.... Oh I give up! 

It's Wednesday, isn't it? If it is then I need to wear pink when I see Yasmeen, Sara and Farah today. I need to remind those idiots to wear pink too.

"FARAAAAAAH!!!"
"LULU! SHTABEEEN?! IT'S 5:30 AM, WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME?!"
"Well... You know what today is, and you know what we do today.."
"No...?"
"It's Wednesday you idiot."
"No, it's not."
"Yes, it is."
"No, it's not."
"Yes, it is"
"No it's not! GOD LULU CHECK YOUR PHONE!"
I quickly glanced at my phone and realised it's actually Thursday. 
"Oh. Right. Sorry Farah" I said in the sweetest voice I could.
"Whatever Lulu. I'm going back to sleep, and DO NOT CALL ME AGAIN."
"Sorry!" I replied in the sweetest tone I could muster.

Well I won't be calling her again in the morning...

Ooo, a shoebox on the floor!